Every day I will try to take some time to post one single emotion felt by me, and explain it an as much of an ethereal sense as I can make possible.
Lost: Feeling as though forced to walk in eternal confusion, with no sense of guidance provided or wanted, all things done are of my own choosing, along my way, I may have help and a person would be kind enough to lend me assistance in finding my way. Whether or not I take this person's words to mind, are of my own will though, as in the end, I want my choices to have my own morals in mind, so that if things turn out badly, I have no one to blame but myself, for no other person should have to carry any burden of life but their own.
I only hope that one day, sometime, one person whose words have assisted me will lead me to happyness, as I have once had, but may find again, and when they do point my way, I can only hope to be able to see them again and thank them for taking me out of my dark side. That is all.
Yea, this post really dosnt have much of a topic. It was mostly a way to get Nate to quit nudging me into insanity...I swear i got like 20 of those damn things...In other news, how are you guys? Has anything interesting happened? Just make comments or whatever to quell my boredom
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Current Music: Pink Floyd - Shine on you Crazy Diamond
Im not sure if my logic is retarded right now, but Ive thought about it for a while, and ive realized...many drugs that are illegal now, could very easily be made illegal. Morphine, a watered down heroin, could easily be legal if they could make a way for it to be less addicting. Same with cocaine, weed, and a lot of other drugs. One of the reasons they are banned is because they are addicting, which is understandable, but once you figure out a way to break through that, its just a normal drug. Another reason they are illegal is because they are abused, and people die from ODing, but when you think about it, there are a lot of cases where people die from everyday Drugs, like ibuprofen and vicodin.
Im not a person to use these drugs, but this was just a random thought I had. If theres something that I missed please tell me so I may see the flaw.
So I'm updating...this is only because I have no other place to put anything...other than myspace, which is evil.
Last night I had a dream, it had all the usual crazy non sensical things that happen when I dream, but for a brief time, I understood what was going on. I was with a group of people, some my friends, others I knew, but not amazingly well. But there I was, and all of a sudden one person was left in the group not including me, and we were talking, and they said that they forgave me and they wanted to come back. I dont know why I had this dream, as when I woke up, the dream was in my head, and I wondered if any of the other parts made any sense. But that one part stuck in my head, and I think I'll call it off as a bad dream, because well...I dont know. I wish it was real, but I know it cant be, and the reason will never be shown to me.
And I also noticed, being emo is wierd. It maks no sense to go being depressed and crap all the time. But when something really sad happens, going around being emo isnt the way to go. Most people dont really care what you're upset about, and the few who do shouldnt be worried by your troubles. Just try to be your normal self so people are oblivious to it, let them live their peaceful lives, and sort it out on your own.
Umm...yea, Mr. Wright just called my house and offered me a chance to march without being in the actual class...I dont know if I should take his offer, anyone else have any thoughts on this?
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.
An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world.
Your Secondary Thinking Style:
Visioning
You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights. You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.
An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path. You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum.
A - Age you got stung by a bee/wasp: really young B - Band listening to right now: Dream Theatre C - Crush: Angela? D - Dad's name: Bill Sander E - Easiest person to talk to: ???the world may never know F - Favorite bands at the moment: A Perfect Circle, Tool, G - Gummy Worms or Gummy Bears: gummy bears(vannesa will never get them) H - Hometown: Miami... I - Instruments: Tuba, learning dijeridoo J- Junior High: Pioneer K - Kids: Probably L - Longest car ride ever: Florida to New York, Then Colorado, then back M - Mom's name: Nancy Sander N - Nicknames: Joe, Tuba Joe...dunno what else O - One wish: Unlimited arsenal of weapons P - Phobia of: tall unstable things Q - Quote: "What are memories but tools to tell you who you are" R - Reason to smile: because i feel like it S - Song you sang last: 3 Libras T - time woke up: didnt pay attention U - Unknown fact about me: umm...I am not at liberty to disclose that information V - Vegetable you hate: asparagus W - Worst habit(s): twicthing, klepto X - X-rays you've had: shoulders, legs, teeth, hands, feet. Y - Yummy food: Sushi.Owns.All Z - Zodiac sign: Aries
Hey everybody, its time for...Joe's entry of pondering...yea. For
todays ponder, I'm wondering, what is going on with this whole "I'm
atheist" thing. Is it Just one of those fads or something where
people just do it to be cool or if this is something that is going to
stay. The people who say they have some odd religion, that dosn't
bother me at all, because they can make up their mind on
something. But people who say they are atheist, well thats kind
of stupid, because without religion, a person has no morals, although
some of these people who claim to be atheist are perfectly in line and
have decent morals...so thats just stupid. These people who are
atheist already, I'm sorry if I offended you, but this entry is just a
necessary thing for me to do because the people who are atheists to be
cool should just keel over and sniff some more paint because their
brain is already fried. Who the hell decides to be a religion
because they think its cool, since when were religions cool? I
know some religions have stereotypes(not going into that) but for
a religion(or lack thereof) to be cool is just retarded.
So this is sort of a post that requires a response, what do you
think about atheism, is it here to stay or is it just a fad...like
tamogochis(those things still kick ass)
P.S. For my next entry of pondering, what would you like me to ponder?
Hey everybody...or the few who read this...Im in Peru right now, and im enjoying one of the things that are crazy here...Public internet access!!yup, its about 30 cents per hour here to use it, and so im doin stuff. Tonight is my cousins wedding, and im pretty sure the partty afterward will be very interesting, I have my camera ready in case anything happens, which is almost a guarantee cuz of all the drinks here lol. Anyways, its pretty cool here, im with my cousins from new York also, and alot of relatives are here which is awesome, since I almost never see them. I cant think of wht else to say, {cept that its so freakin hot here(summer here). its a good 90-sumthing degrees with about 90% humidity but no rain to cool us off. Im prolly gonna be back home in good florida on tuesday morning, as long as theres no terrorist attack or something like that. Im so screwed for the F-Cat but oh well. Anyways I think thats all that I will type for now, but I will be sure to type more when I get back home and I will have pictures, so ya...bye
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